How I was raised is killing me in this relationship. I’m toxic.

I wanna scream, cry, and throw up. I feel sick to my stomach.

nneilperry:

no offense but i do not have time for ppl that have no emotional depth and don’t even attempt to understand themselves or others

deobibf-deactivated20200725:

at this point tumblr is just for talking to yourself

Up early cuz I’m stressed

I care too much and i upset you. We both don’t get it.

I miss him. I need to take 10 steps baaaack

ichbinmil:

me: *breathes*
my brain: this is why no one likes you

Honestly my depression has hit a new low. I don’t even see myself out of this mess.